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APPLE
It was night at the beginning of Spring. Jack was
six years old and lost in a dream of his mother, asking questions.
“Will he be hurt?” Jack got the impression that it
wasn’t the first time she’d asked.
A strange, quiet voice responded.
“Everybody hurts from time to time. And it is true that many
apprentices die. If you are asking if your son will survive, I do not
know. But if he does, he will never know hunger again.”
Then his father spoke. “Move away.
He’ll hear us and wake.”
Some time later a hand touched his shoulder.
“Come, little Jack, it is time to go.” It was the
same quiet voice from his dream.
Jack opened his eyes. “Who are
you?” he asked. He wasn’t afraid, just curious.
The pale, bald man might have smiled, but it was
too dark to see. “My name is Garn, and I am your new
master.”
Jack digested this stoically. “What
about my parents?”
“They can no longer afford to feed you.
Now sit up, close your eyes and take a deep breath. You will feel an
instant of cold, but you will not be hurt.” Jack did as he
was bid and felt a sudden wrench, as if he had turned sideways very
quickly.
When he opened his eyes it was daylight, and he
was far from home.
*
* *
It was mid afternoon in late Summer, four years
later. Jack was sitting at his desk in his master’s study,
reading a text, ‘Anatomy of the Flower’, when he
became aware of the Mage standing in the doorway, watching him with his
hands hidden in the folds of his robe. Jack accepted the attention and
waited.
“You have been here for quite a while
now, have you not?” It didn’t really seem like a
question, but Jack nodded, and after a time Garn continued.
“What do you remember of your parents?”
“My father was strong, but my mother was
always crying. We couldn’t keep up with the taxes, and I was
hungry a lot.” He shrugged. “There was always work
to be done.”
“Anything else?”
“No.”
Master Garn seemed thoughtful. “Do you
like it here?”
Jack frowned. “What do you
mean?”
“Living here. Learning and
studying.”
“It’s all right. I
don’t really know anything else.”
The Mage nodded, hesitated, then drew a
leather-bound book from the folds of his robe. “It is
time,” he said. “Put the text aside, and read
this.”
Jack, a little confused, opened the book:
The
substance of
magic lies like a light mist over the whole of the realm and as far
beyond as men have travelled. In nature it appears to be nothing more
than a vast, simple spell, as if some powerful Mage (or perhaps a God)
cast it from places unknown. It is possible even to duplicate this feat
on a smaller scale, enveloping an object, a piece of land or a person
with a layer of raw magic. Although there is little to gain from such a
spell, it is harmless enough and is often used as the first test of a
student’s proficiency, or lack thereof....
Jack turned and looked up, wide eyed, at his
master. “It’s a book of magic!”
The Mage was smiling. “Yes.
It’s yours. You’ve earned it.”
***
It was noon in late Autumn. Jack was fourteen
years old. He leaned back in his chair and clasped his hands behind his
head. He was ready.
He spoke a trigger phrase to calm his mind, then
pictured a single, woody cell. He paired it with a second, then a
third, then more and more until he had an entire core of an apple
complete with its pattern of pips held firmly in his mind. He added the
flesh, cell by crisp, juicy cell, and finally wrapped it in a waxy skin
of green. He rotated the image, seeking any flaw, and found none. He
was done.
He spoke the words of the spell. The apple
appeared exactly as he pictured it, eight inches in front of his nose.
The apple started to fall to the desk. Jack was
halfway through a triumphant cry, “YAH-!” when his
master appeared and froze the apple in place with a wave of his hand.
“-HOO!” Jack finished,
beaming, “I did it!”
The Mage’s expression was not
enthusiastic. “Why is it so small?”
Jack quietly deflated. “Because it was
easier than a big one,” he said.
Master Garn nodded, but the expression remained.
“Your next task is to un-make the apple. You have two
weeks.” He began a gesture and would have vanished again if
Jack hadn’t stopped him.
“What am I doing wrong?” he
asked.
The gesturing stopped. “What do you
mean?”
Jack frowned in frustration. “Am I
learning too slowly? Was I supposed to make the apple bigger? Or
what?”
“You are doing nothing wrong. A small
apple is just as good as a large one. It is the spell that is
important.”
“Then why do you treat me like this? I
thought we were friends!”
His master shook his head. “You are my
apprentice. Nothing more. A Mage cannot afford to have
friends.”
Jack felt empty, as if all the fun had drained
from his life. A memory stirred. “Why do so many apprentices
die?” he asked suddenly, but the Mage shook his head once
again.
“The problem lies not with what you have
done, but with what you have not done. You have one final
chance.” Garn completed the gesture and vanished.
***
It was early afternoon, twelve days later. Jack
stared at the apple over his desk. ‘You have one final
chance,’ his master had said, and though the words had made
study awkward, he no longer worried about failure. He knew what to do.
He pushed his books and scrolls aside, gathered his concentration and
uttered words of Undoing.
The apple remained.
Jack stared in disbelief and repeated the words,
but again they had no effect. Concerned, he reached for the book of
magic and tried to find out what was wrong.
***
It was mid-afternoon, one day later. Jack walked
in the cool, misty rain, along rutted roads and cart-tracks, listening
to the cawing of crows and the distant howls of farm dogs. Every now
and again a villager passed him by, on foot or in a wagon pulled by a
mule, and once a farmer waved from a paddock of goats. But Jack barely
noticed. He’d re-read all the appropriate texts and still
didn’t know why he’d failed.
He paused to watch a black farm-dog grapple with a
branch as long and thick as his arm, and smiled involuntarily. The dog
had backed between two young trees grown close together, and the branch
was too long to go through. The dog tugged frantically, dropped the
branch, bit it again, growled, shook itself, tried to pull it through,
failed and dropped it once more. Then the dog whined, looked about,
sprang away and returned to try again.
Jack watched until the dog lost interest and
bounded out of sight. It occurred to him that all the dog needed to do
was turn the branch around....
He gaped in sudden understanding. Of course! He
almost laughed, then started towards home before he realised that his
master had meant him to fail.
He broke out in a sweat, turned and ran as fast as
he could, and didn’t stop until it was too dark to see. When
he did, he hid under a bush and dreamed of his mother, questioning
Garn. ‘Will he be hurt?’
‘Everybody hurts, from time to time. And
it is true that many apprentices die.’
***
It was morning, on the first day of winter. Jack
shivered in his sleep, his feet covered by a thin layer of snow. A hand
shook his foot and he startled awake.
“You are a long way from
home,” said Garn.
There was nowhere to run. Jack stood. “I
can’t Undo the apple unless you release it from stasis. You
meant me to fail.”
Garn nodded, and sighed. “I had hoped
you would not understand.”
“Why?”
“Because then you would have been
allowed to live.”
Jack blinked. “What?”
“You learn too swiftly. If you were
allowed to continue, you would become more powerful than any other. The
Council will not allow it.” Garn shook his head sadly.
“I am sorry. If I had noticed it earlier, I would have let
you go. But now you know too much.” As the Mage spoke a ball
of liquid glass grew in his hands until it was the size of his head.
Jack shifted nervously. “What are you
doing?”
“I am sorry,” the Mage
repeated, “But I have no choice.” And he threw the
spell.
“No!” Jack yelled and ducked,
reflexively raising an arm. The spell clung to the arm and numbed it,
then worked its liquid way to his shoulder. Jack cried out in pain and
screamed for help, but Garn stood unmoving, off to the side.
“Consider it a final test, if you will.
Try to Undo it,” he said.
The numbness spread to his neck and halfway down
his chest, and breathing became difficult. But his master’s
words got through. He spoke a word of calming and tried to understand
the nature of the spell. In moments he knew it was too complex, and in
desperation he sought a new answer.
The spell touched his jaw. There was no more time.
There was nothing he could do.
The spell touched his nose.
He was lost.
Except....
Garn’s spell was too complex for Jack to
Undo, but any apprentice understood magic, and it too was a spell.
There wasn’t any time to think it
through. He reached out, thought the words as hard as he could, and
Undid magic itself....
***
It was still morning, on the first day of Winter.
Jack’s apple started to fall to the desk, released from its
stasis, but disappeared before it could land.
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